Why must everything always happen to me? I just changed my featured Deviation to An Old Friend. Why must things always have dual meanings, I hate it!!! Things just keep surfacing that are like Deja Vu, but it is in a completely different circumstance! Like tonight, someone, who means everything to me, talked to me for the first time in three weeks. going on about how much better she is doing since she stopped talking to me, and how much she hates me, for a mistake I made, that doesn't even relate to her. I wish she knew how I felt, and how much I actually do care for her, and how much these last few weeks have torn me apart because I couldn't talk to her! I wish she would come to realize, that tonight, something happened, I'm not sure what, but something happened. It's like I've changed now. I'm no longer the old Miga-Kurosu anymore, now I'm just some empty lifeless shell, that nobody cares for, or ever will care for.